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i made this on my day, 01-30... about what i feel on my day

by rore,Jan/31/2013

it's my day i turn 28 this day but it seem like it's not my day cause i feel like super empty and down.. even my own mother who gave birth of me forget about my day and my bothers as well they just remember seeing the reminder on their apps. i feel super down and empty right now... it's been awhile since the last day that i make and write a blog here and super sad that i haven't found the man for me....i feel super devastated that sometimes i feel like it's really not for me.. finding a man that will love me.. i simply ask for love and just pure love from a person that will never ever leave me no matter what...

i have lots of pain on me that i want to express all i need now is someone whom will hear me everything.. mostly here found their soul mates, love ones, the one for them, everything or all the endearment and the person itself is there with them but ever since way back 19 years old i try searching, looking, waiting but no knight and shining armor came across my way, no "the right man for me", no true love. even true friendship is hard to find... now i feel so alone and feeling like i'm about to explode and no one is hearing me out even if i was shouting out loud, asking for help... but no one is giving, hearing and wanted and ready to hear everything.... i miss my friend whom ready to hear me out, whom ready to help me out on everything... i feel like the worst, super bad person in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD that he was tired to hear and responded on me... it's my birthday and i'm supposed to be happy but i am super empty, lost, alone, waiting, everything you can imagine on a down person is in me...

lyn

Comments
  • By ??? ,Feb/01/2013

    Don't beat yourself up too much. Everything that is happening to you now is only temporary. It's all about keeping that vision of things to come. What would you want your "soul mate" to be like and what you want out of life. Despite the heartaches, the adversity and downward spiral of your life today, you just have to keep a vision and an image of a bright future. You may become doubtful and realize nothing going to change but give it a try. Reason why events constantly change in people lives especially for the worst is because people constantly changes their way of thinking. Their dynamic in it and were raised based on what is transpiring today. Never look of what's happening now. Always look forward because what you create today changes what is to come in the future. What do you got to lose. We're raised to accept the surface of things. The world is so ambiguous and diverse in nature. Anything can happen. That's what makes life interesting. Don't expect anything. Only draw what you want into your direction by giving off your love energy. Right now you may feel depleted of this but try to refill by loving yourself first. Think differently of yourself. Everyone has their downs but continue to resist and overcome mind's dark temptations. Use your soul to convince your mind that you are special and you are you in your own unique way. Everyone is unique and special, you just have to realize that.

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