I compose this blog base on my personal encounter and glimpse. It is never my objective to sabotage every YOU's hopes and happiness because I surmise same footing like any other of you here who have anticipation and yearning of finding love..
Over the years of searching someone since I came back here, I would have to consider myself LUCKY this time to have found LOVE!
It is in my inner most thoughts and feelings to have the greatest desire of sharing my happiness and I want to scream at the top of my lungs and let the whole world know about my affair with HIM because it is the surest thing to do and it is a
convincing way to show that I am soooo proud to have him in my life and of course, to let every men know that I AM TAKEN at least
for them to have show of no interest in me at all 😛.
But externally, I also have created this insignificant and limited excitement and responsiveness towards this whole adventure of my relationship with HIM, because of my personal DOUBTS and UNCERTAINTIES for the eventual. Though, we may express and share same emotions, inclinations, preferences, dreams and longings... this would still not be enough of inseparableness .
We dont have the right to own each other entirely, and even dont have the aptitude to lead to our desire of togetherness.. Not until WE MEET IN PERSON, but for as long as theres still no rendezvous, EVERYTHING are still considered on HOLD!...on PROBATION!.. a TEST!..in other
words, a DRAWING...! an ILLUSTRATION..! ..
People in love usually have this fondness of illustrating about their plans and dreams of the future. They love to draw the perfect pictures of togetherness, staying in love and the FOREVER without even considering that things may change, plan change, people change and even feelings change along with TIME.. right? It could happen..
Its funny to think how some people claimed theyre taken (just like me) when everything still is uncertain... but thats how it is... I cannot blame them, THEY'RE IN LOVE and AM JUST IN LOVE too!
I am not in favor ANYMORE of exposing my LOVE STORY on air... and on SOCIAL MEDIA! It brings no good ..really... If 80% of people wish u happiness, 20% of them too wish you miseries... Ive been there and its hard... I am just confident of sharing this now because most of people here dont know me😂...
To end this,
The best way to share personal relationship with someone is when things are secured , satisfied and certain with no doubt anymore... and when two people in love from both sides of world MEET IN PERSON already... or else, the rest is still a DRAWING!.... well, even if they meet in person.. if things are not MEANT TO BE... its NOTHING too!... the painful thing is, some people are meant to meet but they are not destined to be together.😣
Hello love MLF !😍😘