Individuals who have been expose to this situation and have been enjoying this kind of living have no doubts that this act gives them EMOTIONAL satisfaction. People create an image of a PERFECT person base on what they see and observe from other people. May it be in terms of a CELEBRITY ..a MOOOwwwwDEL..or a HERO!...anyone -- that is consider perfect.
And am GUILTY of this, I may sound sloppy but to be honest, I was hooked and i believe I continue being hook to a thing that i may find it hard to run off because this notion gives me a jubilation..I slowly formed my PERFECT MAN'S appearance from each great personalities assets that I admire...I learned to build castles in the air and I learned to EXPECT ILLUSIONS will somehow turn into REALITY...its hard, because I applied all these false impressions in REAL LIFE tho' I know that from what I expect could'nt be exactly the same in reality and sometimes I blame this misconception that I have faith in, but what can I do when this fantasy supplies me with substantial triumph?.
At some point, I have come to my senses that too much EXPECTATIONS can be derived from too much pain and discouragement. It is easy to believe and live that way but thats not how people live for in REALITY.. it hurts because I dont get things easily in reality but i can easily create things from just expecting..but thats not how it is..
With respect to dating site, I often ask myself why am i HERE? is this consider a high level of expectation again? to what degree of expectation I should assume for when most of men here are only looking for hook ups and fun?