Be In The Flow! Be Here Now!
|I am a||Man|
|From||Bonham, Texas, United States|
|Want children||I will tell you later|
|Education||BA/BS (4 years college)|
|I look for a||woman any ethnicity for friendship, relationship, romance|
More about me:
I am curious and creative. I like to create new things! I like to encourage others to let their creativity out!
I like many genres of music such as EDM, Punk, Folk, New Wave, Afro Jazz, Samba, Bossa Nova, Indigenous Aussie, Experimental Electronic, and many more...
I build and play experimental musical instruments. I also build hand drums and I play guitar. At times I can get totally into the flow and can play improv music with almost anyone, mostly in the form of lead guitar melodies.
I used to closely associate myself with my "current identity" but I try not to do that as much as I used to do.
Now I don't think "I am" (whatever it is that I happen to be doing, or whatever it is that I happen to be passionate about at the particular moment!)
Some identity labels I have worn before with great pride are hospital corpsman, college student, electrical engineer, punk rocker, musician, political activist, anarchist, environmental activist, ruckmaker reporter, athlete, passionate lover, caretaker, psychonaut, hippie, herbalist, mycologist, inventor, entrepreneur, and many more!
You see I finally realized that those labels, those short term or long term "identities" in truth are temporary, they all will come and they all will go!
I am not, what I have done.
I am not, what I am doing.
I am not, what I will do...
I am only a lingering awareness of continuity.
I used to think that the only true constant was my sense of "self" my personal internal awareness that "I exist" and that "I am" and that "I am separate from others"
But over time I have found exceptions to all of those...
Via shamanic trance and entheogenic ceremonies I found it was possible to lose my sense of self to see that we are all connected and not separate and that even time it's self may not truly exist?
So the only thing that truly is constant is change!
I believe that time may not even truly exist?
So who or what an I?
I am a random collection of logical and fanciful concepts loosely connected through the apparent passage of time.
I don't care so much where or what you have been in the past.
I am much more interested in where you are going and if we might by some metaphysical miracle be meant to go there together?