Lustlyss

More about me:

I just got out of a 14 year relationship and I'm new to Ohio.. I came all the way out from California and left everything I had and knew behind to try and reconcile for my kids sake and because I loved her.. but she just used and abused me and threw away the pieces.. I just don't want to be alone anymore and I don't want to leave Ohio for my kids because they need me..
I am heartbroken but over trying to make it work and I've never been with another woman for 14 years so I'm absolutely lost trying to find someone in a new city/state all alone and I don't do anything but care for my kids Monday through Friday and Sunday I walk through the big cemetery near by and contemplate my life..
I play guitar..
Drug free..
Don't drink..
Noon judgmental and open to ANYONE in this cruel world that would want the love, attention, compassion and intimacy I have given willingly and loyalty for over a decade to someone who's more interested in the less important things in life and would rather spend time with strangers getting high than her kids or her former lover..

There's my baggage..

Still interested?